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Tuesday, December 30, 2008.


so its the time of the year to pin down new year resolutions & my last thoughts of year 2008.
THE YEAR 2008,
i think this must have been the year, i've been through the most ups and downs. besides 2007 and 2004.
- having to face a new enviroment, to face a new batch of people to see new faces, having to make new friends.
it has been tough i must say.
- having to see loved ones to be in such 'torture'
i'll never forget the moment when i heard the news. i was feeling so excited to share my joy when the dearest told me. i was feeling, really, lost. and that's when i emo-ed for so long. but everything's fine now, cant wait for us to get together again (:
- almost wanting to give up at the MYEs
cause putting in effort does not show.
- when the dearest people in my AJ life were about to leave, & i'll be left all alone.
i dont know how many times i've cried over that, and it really, feels. like. shit.
- the many times i've upset you,
i want to say sorry.

i guess, its times when you face these littlelittle incidents that makes one grow.
i've learnt to face reality. so what if some stuff happens, just face it. life still goes on. its not the end of the world anw.

& on to the happy side.
; i really glad that i've found a perfect class. so all the worries about not having nice friends and all's gone (: i totally love 3408, and dearest ms zhu.
; being able to go for the trip & performing for VoyAJe 08
memories that will never be forgotten.
; friendships and bonds made in italy never forgotten.
; knowing who are the real true friends who are always by your side.
; learning that farewells are not actually that, bad.
(and the list goes on)

i feel really blessed that i've been sent manymany angels - my dearest friends. what brought me through 2008, i must say were my friends. there were times i almost gave up, but they were there to support and cheer me on.

THEM (:
what can i say about the bestest. she's ALWAYS there to hear me complain about anything and everything. i love you dearest (: it has been 5 GREAT years, and still counting!

partner, jenna and leon (: the support & love from you people, deeply etched it my heart.
partner, we're gna make the sops rock like crazy next year. & i love your hugs (:
lao ban niang, to tell you the truth, im still really scared of tickles LOL (inside joke)
and leonlimweisheng, i'll never forget you dear friend. all the best next year & i'll take care of partner for you, no one's gna bully her.

the dearest from 36.
always there to hear me complain (: i love you lennee, stayover sooon!
& J, you're why im a strong girl today, i cant wait (yknw what i mean)

the 2 guys from the clique ♥
i tell you, my ears will be so quiet for the next year, and i think i wont be used to it hahaha.
the thing i'll never forget about the both of you, the NONSTOP suaning. with mr zk as the head and eugene who never fails to add in sth to support his point :X & i always have nothing to rebut. all the best for army you two.

& lastly lastly. the lovelies, gwen & char! never failing to cheer me up with hugs, msges and whatnots. i'll nevernever forget whatever happened in italy. the two dearest who got so worried cause of me, sorryyyyy! I LOVE YOU TWO, to bits and pieces! ♥ ♥ ♥
the clique photo always looks so complete. just like a happy family ♥ ♥ ♥

so, back to my new year resolutions.
; to learn to forgive and forget.
; to learn to love more than to hate.
; to study like i've never before.
; to stop quarelling with her.
; to love my friends.
; to love her even more.
; to fulfil the promises i've made to many people.
; to smile more.
; to love more.

alright, 2009, im ready for you.
Blogged @ 10:37 PM



Sunday, December 28, 2008.

im super, duper, extremely, very happy now.
i cant for you to come back and join me!
we'll have lotsa fun next year!
i have missed you, ALOTALOTALOT.
♥ ♥ ♥
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Thursday, December 25, 2008.


MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL ♥ ♥ ♥

this week has been hectic. with all the parties, carolling sessions and whatnots. although it isnt the bestest xmas i ever had, but i still appreciated all the blessings, presents & cards. they made me (: (: (: and not forgetting the lovely friends who were by my side, && the kids at panpac today, they were, haha CUTE. (JINGLE BELLLLLLS. those who were there knw what i mean)
class dinner at fish&co, xmas lunch at jenna's, carolling at fourseasons, family xmas party, carolling at panpac, xmas party at char's. these made my mind occupied from stuff. its much better than staying home (:
xy's back and im meeting her tmr, cannot wait. hahaha she's gna hear me complain about stuff, again. i pity her ears LOL.

everytime i go there, i just feel like slapping you people.
STOP looking down on others.
put yourself into other's shoes, for goodness sake.
so what if you have what others dont :/
you dont have to say/do stuff that hurt others.

dont walk in front of me ever again,
walk behind TYVM.
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Monday, December 22, 2008.

xmas potluck at gwen (:
nice food, nice company & yay MAHJONG (:
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Sunday, December 21, 2008.


haha this one is the best!
mum scares gay out kid
haha watch from 1:10. super funny.

love knows no season, love knows no clime.
romance can blossom any old time.
here in the open, we're walking and hopping together.
(yay i cant wait for CHRISTMAS)
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Saturday, December 20, 2008.

36 class party, lunch & BBQ was great! (:
went a day earlier to lene's hse for stayover & to make cheesecake for the nov & dec babies! movied till late in the night, raise your voice & leap year (: loved leap years to the maxxxxx. it like impossible it'll happen in real life, aye 'fairytales'. we talked & talked, & we miss jac, alot ):
met zoe and suxin in the morning to buy groceries for lunch. the cooks of the day, zoe and suxin(: so i just slacked outside singing karaoke and wii-ing hahaha. aft lunch, mahjonged. i havent mahjonged for like eons! hahaha and yay i won (: BBQ was good too, lene's sister marinated pork chops are really goooood (: karaoke-d and mahjong-ed again!
and i loved the little suprise! (: [ it was so much better than the ahem. choya, or however you spell it. i love 36!]


haha and i cant wait for next wk too! xmas party at gwen's & 34 class dinner + movie (: (:
then its CHRISTMAS! havent got time to buy the presents :/ dieee!

tis the season to be jolly
falalalala lalalala
Blogged @ 12:52 PM



Wednesday, December 17, 2008.


so, i was tired of doing work. i randomly clicked on the link on youtube which brought me to a series of funny baby/kid videos. i watched the first one, and couldn stop laughing. replayed it for 10times and still laughed.
then i just continued randomly clicking, and these are what i saw.
first Baby Laugh
second
A kid trying to say blood
(must watch it till the end)
kid : berrrr. lard.
adults : (laughs)
kid : NOT FUNNYYYYYYY!
third
i dont like mummy
mum : tell me what you just said
kid : i like you when you give me cookie
mum : you like me when i give you cookies, but you dont like me all the time?
kid : yea no
mum : why?
kid : yea i like you ______(i cant figure out what he's muttering) cookie
mum : oh so only when i give you cookie do you like me
kid : yea
mum : oh okay. i love you!
kid : i.. i love you too, but i dont like you all the time
mum : oh haha okay. THANKS.
fourth say fire truck
adults: say fire truck
kid : fire ****
adults : say 'oh truck'
kid : oh ****
fifth dog shit and i love you bitch
sister : what is a bad word?
kid : dog shit bad word. its dog poo.
...
sister : what do you call me?
kid : i love you bitch
sister : i love you too bitch.
kid : HEYYY!
sister: if you can call me one, can i call you one?
kid : yea
...
sister : is that a good popsicle?
kid : (nods)
sister : does it taste like dog shit?
kid : (looks shocked, and whispered) dog shit, bad word! dog poo.

one word, KIDS (:
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Sunday, December 14, 2008.


everyone's going overseas but im still stuck here :/
char's in shanghai, and xy's in tw. i want her back cause i got so much to tell her ):
carolling today almost made me lose my voice :/
flu is killing me :/
im sorry i made you shut up, i didnt mean it.
someone, shoot me.
Blogged @ 12:01 AM



Wednesday, December 10, 2008.

bonding day was (: it would have been even better if i wasnt sick. couldnt stop sneezing :/
felt even worse when i got home. slept since 2. and im still feeling ): hope i'll get better for friday's performance.
it sucks being sick :/

now i understand why, when we were in primary school, how much we hated chinese comprehension. the little boy im tutoring now will find ways and means to not do comprehension as hw. (dont call me a paedophile) he's really cute. although sometimes he'll throw tantrums cause he dosent want to do work. at the end of the day, he'll still make me smile (:
just last lesson, when i stepped into the house, he tugged my hands and said, teacher, i wanna show you how i feed my fish, okayokayokayokayokay? (jumps happily) haha these small things make me smile (:

this is a MUST watch. she's so cute!
Isabelle Nataline on Ellen DeGeneres Show

ellen: you're very cute you know that?
isabelle: yea.
ellen: im really cute too right?
isabelle: (ignores)
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Thursday, December 04, 2008.

D&D hollywood glam 031208
so finally, d&d's over. no more shopping around for stuff anymore. so its time to settle down and get in the mood for school.
so, overall everything's okay haha. the programme was okay, and i loved that video mshuang recorded for 36 (:
and im so happy cause our table has a best dressed guy - eugene & sexiest smile girl - char (: (:
cabbed down to clarke quay with the clique & zk's class for our own post prom. (AJ didnt have postprom how nice :X) i think we took like 1hr to decide on which bar to go to. so finally at 145AM, we settled down in china one. the cocktails were good (: haha, so we ended up talking and laughing at the guys getting drunk & going crazy. left china one at 3AM. then the clique took a slow walk to raffles place. & we ended up sitting on the bridge, looking at the stars, singing & talking. loved the place. left raffles place at 6AM and we boarded the first train home.
the worst thing is i only slept at 730AM & i had to pull myself up and 9 and rushed to choir. so im like half dead now :X
yup and so this sums up for prom 08, facebook for pictures (:

the next time we're going to sit together again, formally,
would be someone's wedding.
& let's see who will be the first.
♥ ♥ ♥

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