life is beautiful ♥

Monday, December 07, 2009.


i think i can be presented with the "HIGHEST TOLERANCE LEVEL AWARD"
i was able to control myself and not scream back into the phone.
just shut up, let her finish her BEAUTIFUL SPEECH, then off the phone.
then before opening the door, take in the very deep breath, smile and walk in.
and take in whatever nonsense you hear, smile and talk normally, as if nothing happened.

so, this was how i survived it today.

SERIOUSLY, A FEW MORE TIMES I HAVE TO FACE THIS CRAP I'LL REALLY TURN BONKERS UGHHHH

thanks to the friends who made me smile just now. if not, i'll still be roaming around on the streets or maybe camping at k's house tonight.
Blogged @ 11:25 PM



Sunday, December 06, 2009.

finally a complete clique outing (:
KTV at cashstudio was fun!
looking forward to the next meeting hopefully nearing CHRISTMAS!
♥♥♥
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was watching this little girl play the piano and sing with rachel liang on tv just now.
and i cried so badly.
maybe cause i could relate or sth? or maybe cause i have softspot for kids.
rachel liang's parents, like the little girl, also left when she was really young. when i heard what she said and saw her crying, i couldnt control and cried too.
loved it when they sang you raise me up.

Yoo Ee Yun, she was born blind and abandoned by her parents. she was then adpoted by another family when they realised she had this talent - being able to play the piano just by listening to the song once.
she was three then.
she didnt have any piano background.
even i cant play like her with the scores right in front of me.
makes me think how fortunate i am to be blessed with whatever i have now.
so i should stop complaining about everything & be contented with whatever i have.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up, to more than I can be.

Blogged @ 11:26 PM



Saturday, December 05, 2009.


been in a half angry half happy mood today.

town with the best & rach ytd was (: caught up & gossipped about ppl hahahahaha.
happy flight was nice. if that plane crashed, i swear i'll never take planes ever again.
OHOH & i was happy i did a good deed:

at the traffic light, raining.
there was this VERY TALL angmoh standing in front of me.
he was carrying sth in front of him. so i walked forward to look.
& there, he was carrying this baby. i tell you, i swear its the cutest baby i've ever seen.
BIG EYES. HUGE EYES.
hewas using his hand to 'shelter' the baby from the rain cause they didnt have an umbrella.
so i turned around to xy&rach.
me: the baby is so cuteeeee! so poor thing dont have umbrella.
then, that angmoh turned around & looked at us.
me: I SHELTER YOU!
thruout the whole walk to the mrt station, i kept staring at the baby.
rach says she was about the take a picture of a HAPPYFAMILY:
me, the angmoh & baby hahaha.
i shld have taken a picture with them, wastedddd.
but ahwell was happy i did sth gooood (:

there's sth not good about staying home cause its spoils my happy mood.
i've already kept my mouth shut that you've broken your promise yet again,
i was sth that i did on a everyday basis by not answering calls even if you were busy.
you didnt have to SHOUT & embarrass me in front of others.
so dont blame me for what im doing.
at least i didnt SHOUT & embarrass you in front of others :/
ugh im damn angryyyyyyy.
Blogged @ 4:31 PM



Thursday, December 03, 2009.


a day with good food, good company, good shopping (:
BUT BAD LEGS hahaha.
must be cause of the A's, i cant walk for long. just a bit & my legs hurt like crazy.
seriously, it's the stupid long 3hrs A level papers :/
too used to sitting down alrrrr.

i hope i can pass my B&J's interview and start working.
i need money to fund my shopping trips, new phone & trip to melbourne.
mum refuses to pay anything for me :/

anw mulan's nice go watch. reallyreally touching.
her perserverance and determination.
plus there's chenkun to look at, so charming (: (:

k looking forward for tmr!
shopping & movie with the bestfriend&rachel.
& POP with the twin after that (:
Blogged @ 10:41 PM



Monday, November 30, 2009.


since the A's ended on the 23rd. time's crawling.
when you're studying, time really flies.
but now when i've got nothing to do, time really crawls.
if not for the SCO performance which occupied me for 4 days, i would have died staying home.

hopefully this week will be better (:
visiting jac with Ms H; having the THRICECREAM FEST with the triplets; town with the best & rachel.

14 more weeks to the release of results.
Go ahead and say im crazy.
remember we used to say 14 weeks to A levels?
& the 14 weeks flew past?
so now, will this 14 weeks really fly past? i hope so.
cause thinking of the results everyday really kills.
been having weird dreams.
i would wake up asking myself, did i complete my econs paper?
cause in my dream, i only completed 2 out of 3 :/

so see?
i think waiting and thinking of the results is even worse than studying for it :/ :/
Blogged @ 11:51 PM



Tuesday, November 24, 2009.


ITS finally over. finally.

part of me wants to scream it all out.
but the other part of me goes, SHITXZZZ, the results.
i've been dreaming of it alr, but i'll always wake up when ms zhu hands the cert to me.
never had a glimpse of the results :/

i know i wont score very fantastic grades.
but ahwell, just glad that's its over.
hopefully the results are gd enough for me to enter NIE.

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2012 was really good, & makes us think alot too.
i wouldnt want to be in that ship and see so many others dying in front of your eyes.
i'd rather be with the majority.
at least they can die will their loved ones.
its better than being in that stupid ship,
where stupid selfcentred ppl only think about themselves.
& knowing that people that you love are dying out there.

it tells us,
how fragile life is.
how important your family is.
how important is it to tell your loved ones what you want to say before its too late.

im so going to watch it again ♥
Blogged @ 12:41 AM



Thursday, November 19, 2009.


i have 96 hours and 50 minutes left to the end of A levels.
i cannot wait for:
Monday,
23rd November 2009,
when the clock strikes 2.50PM.

Blogged @ 1:54 PM