life is beautiful ♥

Friday, June 26, 2009.



(got it from the twin (: thought it was really nice haha )

Sometimes in our relentless effort to find the person we love, we fail to recognize and appreciate the people who love us. We miss out on so many beautiful things simply because we allow ourselves to be enslaved by our own selfish concerns.

Go for the man/woman of deeds and not for the man/woman of words, for you will find rewarding happiness, not with the man/woman you love but with the man/woman who loves you more.

The best lovers are those capable of loving from a distance far enough to allow the person to grow but never too far to feel the love within your being.

To let go of someone doesn’t mean you have to stop loving; it only means that you allow that person to find his/her own happiness without expecting him/her to come back. Letting go is not just setting the other person free, but is also setting yourself free from all the bitterness, hatred, and anger that you keep in your heart. Do not let the bitterness take away your strength and weaken your faith, and never allow pain to dishearten you; but rather let yourself grow with wisdom in bearing it.

You may find peace in loving someone from a distance not expecting something in return. But be careful, for this can sustain life but can never give enough room for us to grow. We can all survive with just beautiful memories of the past, but real peace and happiness come only with open acceptance of what reality is today.

There comes a time in our lives when we chance upon someone so nice and beautiful and we just find ourselves so intensely attracted to that person. This feeling soon becomes a part of our everyday lives and eventually consumes our thoughts and actions. The sad part of it is when we begin to realize that this person feels nothing more for us than just a friendship. We start our desperate attempt to get noticed and be closer, but in the end our efforts are still unrewarded and we end up being sorry for ourselves. You don’t have to forget someone you love. What you need to learn is how to accept the verdict of reality without being bitter or sorry for yourself. Believe me, you would be better off giving that dedication and love to someone more deserving.

Don’t let your heart run your life, be sensible and let your mind speak for itself. Listen not only to your feelings but to reason as well.

Always remember that if you lose someone today, it means that someone better is coming tomorrow. If you lose love, that doesn’t mean you failed in love.

Cry if you have to, but make sure that tears wash away the hurt and the bitterness that the past has left with you. Let go of yesterday and love will find its way back to you. And when it does, pray that it may be the love that will stay and last a lifetime.

There are two ways to live your life: One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle.

There is no mistake so painful that love cannot forgive, no past so bitter that love cannot accept, and no love so little that we cannot start all over with. ♥ ♥ ♥
Blogged @ 3:12 PM



Wednesday, June 24, 2009.


yes, time is running out.
revision for midyears was :/ :/ :/ i'm 100% sure i'll do really badly.
dont think my mum will ever read this but, she'll have to be mentally prepared. not that i hvnt been studying, but what i've studied isn't enough. i shall psycho myself that it's only midyears, not the real thing.

But there's sth that i'm really proud of, for the past few days i've been studying past midnight (first time in my education of 13years!) &, i know this sounds crazy, im starting to like ECONS. for the past half year, i have been really lost in econs tutorials and lectures, but since i started tuition, i think i've started liking the subject. kudos to the TUITION teacher. (note: tuition teacher, NOT tutor haha)

okay what im typing isnt making sense, see what studying does to one. plus my mum is nagging at the background i cant think straight ohwell :/

ALL THE BEST, EVERYONE, FOR THE DREADED MIDYEARS.
(how i wish there was extended hols :/)
Blogged @ 10:39 PM



Saturday, June 20, 2009.


HAPPY FATHER'S DAY.
♥ ♥ ♥
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hello my dearest lene. im sure you'll do veryvery well. i dont want you to leave, but remember what i told you. we'll look at it at the long term k.
3 years will fly past. i promise i'll save money now, then after A's i can fly over to visit you, to complain to you about everything, to laugh with you about everything. everything will be the same, i'll still love you.
3 years later when i see you step out from the arrival hall, im very sure i'll see a happier and confident jalene standing in front of me.
(im very sure jac would say the same too !)
i know the start would be tough dear, but remember your friends will always be there to support you. like some of them said, follow your heart, do what you think is correct for yourself (:
i love you dear, smile !
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Thursday, June 18, 2009.

Feisty Char needs bullets to fight!

read about this little girl, charmaine, 3 years old. & she has cancer.
go read the blog, she's really, really cute. i almost cried when i watched her video. a little girl like her, being so strong.

i wna go visit her at the hospital, after my midyears.
i wanna meet this strong little girl.

"I will throw the naughty monster in the dustbin and laugh at monster," declared little Charmaine with a cheeky little chuckle.
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Sunday, June 14, 2009.

(i seriously think, i look super cute in these two photos haha)


You tuck me in,
Turn out the light
Keep me safe and sound at night
Little girls depend on things like that

Brush my teeth and combed my hair
Had to drive me everywhere
You were always there when i looked back

You had to do it all alone
Make a living, make a home
Must have been as hard as it could be

And when i couldn't sleep at night
Scare things wouldn't turn out right
You would hold my hand and sing to me

Caterpillar in the tree, how you wonder who you'll be
Can't go far but you can always dream
Wish you may and wish you might
Don't you worry hold on tight.
I promise you there will come a day
Butterfly fly away

thankyou mum, and dad
♥ ♥ ♥
Blogged @ 9:53 PM



Thursday, June 11, 2009.

Life's a climb, but the view is great.



I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreamin
But theres a voice inside my head sayin
You'll never reach it

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
lost with no direction
My faith is shakin

But I, I gotta keep tryin
Gotta keep my head held high

The struggles I'm facing.
The chances I'm taking.
Sometimes might knock me down but
No I'm not breaking.
I may not know it but these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah.
I Just gotta keep going.
AndI, I gotta be strong.
Just keep pushing on 'cause,


There's always gonna be another mountain.
I'm always gonna wanna make it move.
Always gonna be an uphill battle
But Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose.
Ain't about how fast I get there.
Ain't about what's waitin on the other side.
It's the climb.
Blogged @ 9:34 AM



Monday, June 08, 2009.

(the quote of this picture was, "what to do when you're bored to death; i think this could be one good definition for being bored: "organising your books by cover colour". LOL HAHA)

i've nth much to blog about nowadays. probably cause i've got no life now.
everyday, its notes & books surrounding me. i've got 152 days to go! i dont want it to come. but i'll have to face it.
SL: i wna see you face up there at the top student's list next year.
me: HUH?!?!
SL: dont worry. good luck.
me: (even louder) HUH?!?!
like seriously. me? a top student? maybe my next life haha. give me a break!

anw im really proud of myself, cause i ran 4.2km at the gym today (: (: tmr, i'll aim 5km!
Blogged @ 11:37 PM



Thursday, June 04, 2009.


she's always like that.
everytime i put in effort in study. and i show her what i've done, happily, she'll always have something to shoot back at me.
"do so nice for what. i dont think it actually gets into your brains."
hey, at least im trying!
& im really proud of it, okay?

time's ticking away. & im feeling the stress alright.
Blogged @ 11:57 PM



Tuesday, June 02, 2009.


it wasnt that difficult was it? i almost thought i cldn take it.
now, it shall be kept somewhere deep inside.
this time, sleeping helped. i napped 4 hrs straight. & im fine now (:

im happy again (: thanks dear lene. you're always there!
Blogged @ 12:08 AM