see, i knew this year was a year of farewells.
mr hong told us that he was leaving to another school. he was like one of my bestest math teacher. being so patient with us and everything. he's awesome. 34 was so sad when he told us he was leaving.
ayeayeaye, i really hate farewells.




back from genting.
261007. the day i almost lost my life. ALMOST.
yes, so we took the rollercoaster. & the person didnt lock our seats :/ :/ i was like EXCUSE ME EXCUSE ME!! but the person didnt hear me. and he pressed the GO button. so off we went. so, we were climbing up the slope. i was like diediediediedie. then vivian who was sitting beside me said, ' nvm la, we just hold on tight.' HAHA. even if we do so, we'll prolly lose our lives. LUCKILY, when the rollercoaster was about to drop downslope ( which if it does, all 4 of us would have died, or be paralysed :/ ), the rollercoaster STOPPED. we were thinking it must be one kind soul who heard us shouting or sth, so the person in charge could stop the rollercoaster in time to lock the seats for us.
what a close shave right! all 4 of us almost lost our lives :/ AHWELL.
the trip was fun overall. with the super adorable kids & a very 'on' company (: (: (:

just as i let this go, that came by.



celebrated gwen's birthday one week earlier in lieu of A lvls. & so, the clique managed to suprise her aft tuition(: she said she didnt suspect anything at all before that (:
lunched at jack's place & caught HSM (: (:



&& in case i cant get back in time to wish you LEON.
here it goes, HAPPY SEVENTEENTH (: have fun!



HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY GWENDOLINE LIM XIU YING :D




today havent been good. besides meeting dearest xy for me to tell her everything. aye, i love her for always being there to listen to me talk&talk&talk about my stuff.
alright. that aside.
i dont understand.
why this place we're all living in is so unfair.
why must certain things happen to some and not happen to others.
why is everyone being treated differently.
i dont understand why,
when one puts in so much effort and what he gets back wasnt what it should be worth.
when one puts in minimal effort and he still gets what he dosent deserve.
isnt this place supposed to be fair, where hardwork should be paid off?
i dont understand why,
there has to be farewells.
why must they make people leave?
why must they take the loved ones away?
i hate farewells and saying bye.
i dont like to see people not feeling happy because of some things done.
cause it'll affect me for the rest of the day, or even 2 days, or even a week.

arent the gods up there supposed to make everyone happy?
arent the gods up there supposed to give everyone what each person deserves?
if so, why then do i still see the unhapiness around?

aye, too many things has been piling up. & maybe today was where the rubberband snapped.
i guess i'll just have to tell myself to grow up.
need to get used to changes.
cause this is life, where everything keeps changing.
time, that's what is needed.


i'm okay.



my dearest friends, study hard.
its your last 13 days.

you had the chance, i didnt.
so please, treasure it.




caught the butterfly lovers with dearest xy today. its reallyreally nice! cause my dear wuzun is in it. quite funny at some parts. touching story, quite alot cried at the end. GO WATCH!
wuzun looks very charming(if that's the correct word to describe) when he looks fierce.






talked to lene today. and i've heard more 'updates' about J.
my dearest girl, i really hope you'll be alright soon.
i wanna see you next year and study together.
i know you'll pull thru this.
i'll be praying for you.
stay strong, & i love you ♥

i'm glad i made it through.



so finally we found a day to go down to huiting's house to bake (:
let the pictures do the talking.







the big heart shaped one was for mszhu. im gg to bug my mum everyday to buy a oven so i can bake as and when i want. & the cookies were very nice (: i thought it tasted like famous amos ones.
haha since partner posted these up, i shall post one up too (:

(partner, we're going to make our sops ROCK)


you got to understand the meaning of tolerance
(on a side note, i managed to survive day 2)






so, 10102008 still came.
i didnt expect them to start singing along with the song. i dont know why, but tears just flowed. maybe cause i thought we could relate ajchoir to that song.
my love - westlife. read the lyrics. & you understand what i mean.
I wonder how
I wonder why
I wonder where they are
The days we had
The songs we sang together
Oh yeah
And all my love
We’re holding on forever
Reaching for the love that seems so far

So I say a little prayer
Hope my dreams will take me there
Where the skies are blue
To see you once again my love
All the seas go coast to coast
Find the place I love the most
Where the fields are green
To see you once again my love
[love=ajchoir]
AHWELL. okay i know im not supposed to cry anymore. so, farewell, adios, my fellow ajchoristers. i hope you guys enjoyed the video (:
ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR A'S. no importa la distancia.

there, the links of the videos.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d9_pxt3KLFA
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dc18JpikqL0




so yes, i can finally heave a sigh of relief.
what happened today in the hall, just made me rmb what happened last year. the exact same things. crying is just like a chain effect. when one starts, others too cries. it will end up with a whole bunch of us crying. and this, was what happened today.
when i saw them crying, i didnt know what to say/do to them to make them feel better. because i wasnt in the position to say anything. cause of the fact that what happened to them also happened to me. i know what it felt like. everyone just kept telling you its okay its okay its okay. but you yourself know that, ITS NOT OKAY. (ah well, i dont know what im saying, but you get my point) to me, what i'll need at this point of time, is to just have a friend by your side, even if she is not saying anything. you'll knw that at least, there's still someone by your side. or to have a big hug (yes cindy, your hugs rlly made me better)
alright, so to some of you out there ( you know who you are and if you're reading this,)
please, stay strong. there's no point crying over something that has already happened because you wont be able to change it. stand up on your feet and move on. this is not the end of the world. what you should think of, is what you want to accomplish in future. you dont want us to worry for you, so stay strong. work hard, for us, for the teachers, for your family, and most importantly for yourself (:
i think that this short span of 2 years AJ made be grow. alot, if i can say. ah i've alot to say, but today's not the day i'll rant. maybe tmr.
AH TMR. the day i've been waiting for. & the day i hope would never come.
& i suddenly miss my dear jacjac. hope she's doing fine.

thankyouverymuch, D. i knew you were watching over me.
so i wont give up
no i wont break down
sooner than it seems life turns around
and i will be strong
even if it all goes wrong
when im standing in the dark i'll still believe
someone's watching over me.
ilu.




if you asked me if i was worried.
i'd be lying if i said i wasn't.
don't tell me i'll do alright,
false hope makes one fall back more.
i must be prepared for the worst, first.

IF, you could.
don't talk to me tmr if you sense sth is wrong.
i've heard enough these.
'its okay.'
'don't be sad.'
cause i know, it'll never be okay.
& its impossible to not feel sad.
TYVM.



im actually very pleased with myself because im finally done with something special which i worked till 1am for 4 consecutive days. so, whoever that is for, pls appreciate it :D :D
visited guowei again ytd's practice with minhuay. i reallyreally love that place alot. i told them, my 'ambition', to work there aft my A's. haha. cause you get to bake theree! (actually its the free taxi rides home that appealed to me haha. OH AND THE FREE b & j merchandise they give)


&& i heard about some stuff today. but weirdly i didnt feel anything. cause i thought it was pretty impossible. nvm i chose to have a more positive mindset. my mum told me everything would be alright, cause her sixth sense tells her so. but not mine, mine tells me something will go wrong, somehow :X

sleepless nights.
go away.




CDP at ECP was fun ytd! haha. but so sad dont knw why i didnt get the tan :/
but anw, 34 still had loads of fun. shall let the pictures talk.







dinner was :D as well. ms zhu treated the class to satay and juice. and we got ourselves stingray, kangkong, squid and fried rice. ah i lazy to upload the photos. but the food was (: (:
then we had a 'nice' walk back to the bus stop. BUTBUTBUT. ( if you realise the inverted commas) stupid irvin had to scare us at the underpass. and made me scream like crazy. which lead me to having a sorethroat :/ ugh.
haha but overall. cdp with THIRTYFOUR-O-EIGHT was LOVE.