All about love.

life is beautiful ♥

Tuesday, September 29, 2009.

40 days is going to pass by in a flash.

its the last lap, i'll work really hard now.

prelims results is scaring the shit out of me :/

i dont wna disappoint anyone, anymore.

SHYQ, please focus.

Blogged @ 10:34 PM

Saturday, September 26, 2009.

i had enough of brooding over the shitty geog results.

i bet the following papers would be disappointments as well.

the feeling of not being rewarded although you've worked hard really sucks.

okay no use crying over split milk.

i shall work 100times harder from tmr onwards.

my last 100metres.

ALL THE WAY SHYQ.

its not complicated.

its as simple as 123.

treasure her.

Blogged @ 11:06 PM

Tuesday, September 22, 2009.

really nice (: makes me think about many stuff.
for one moment, i thought if it was possible to have such a thing that one can time travel.
because if one can, then i'll be able to see him too.
like how clare managed to see henry although he's not around anymore ♥

Blogged @ 11:14 PM

Monday, September 21, 2009.

friday with dearest lene was (: (: dinner, long walk to clarke quay, sitting at the bridge talking about anything under the stars. time passes so quickly! so dear lene, 3 years will flash past really really fast, remember what will happen 3 years down the road at the airport ♥♥♥

last paper tmr, cant wait for time traveller's wife after that (:

Blogged @ 9:45 PM

Wednesday, September 16, 2009.

half done with prelims (: cant wait for friday to see dearest lene. she's leaving veryvery soon.

maybe i'll slack off sat too. then start studying on sunday for math P2.

& today i realised, time really flies.
it felt as if i just took my midyears, then now prelims.

so imagine, 54days.

i wasnt really used to what my mum just said.

"im always at home alone. soon, i'll forget how you look like."

she rarely says these.

but im really sorry :( i cant study at home with the distractions.

54days. then i'll spend more time at home alright!

Blogged @ 10:33 PM

Sunday, September 13, 2009.

spent the day with the bestfriend. both of us took turns sleeping lol.

the weather was :/ which made us even sleepier.

a long talk ytd made me think alot, alot, alot.

i realised how evil or mean some people can get.

i thought i would only see it on TV, i didnt expect people to be like that in real life.

how complicated life can get :/

why cant we live in a world where there are happily ever afters?

where everyone's nice to one another.

i should be thankful that im blessed with such a great bunch of friends.

i shall stop complaining (:

alright, lesson learnt. i shall try to be nice & bear no grudges.

its better to have one more friend then one more 'enemy'.

what my mum loves to say.

anw,

ALL THE BEST DEAREST FRIENDS FOR THE MADRUSH STARTING TMR.

56 days, its all that i have left.

all the way SHYQ.

Blogged @ 9:56 PM

Friday, September 11, 2009.

studied with the bestfriend today.

we talked alot, it was long ago since we caught up with each other.

felt so good talking to her. then i remembered our TK days - the long bus rides (:

nowadays, i dont know why, but i keep missing people.

maybe studying made my mood :(

so i start thinking of unhappy stuff, then i miss them.

just today, on the long bus ride to meet her, i passed by macRictchie reservoir.

there, memories about him flowed in.

i remember how much he loved bringing me there on weekends/holidays/when he was free.

he'll bring a book to read, and i'll draw/eat/read/walk around.

i remember he'll always buy me a ice cream when i wasnt coughing.

then he'll bring me to feed the tortises and fishes.

then he'll bring me to have a walk in the park and talk to me.

i wonder how much the place have changed. i shall go back one day.

its been many years.

i also remember, he always liked to bring me to the zoo, or jurong bird park, or haw pau villa, or bukit timah.

i remember standing at one side watching him take pictures with snakes.

i remember when he posed with a parrot on his arm.

i remember the many treks up bukit timah hill with macdonalds hotcakes.

think he liked nature. or maybe, he thought a kid would love those places.

a few days ago, i was asked this question, " Do you still miss him?"

then, i said, "i dont know."

but now i know the answer.

"yes i do miss him, alot."

♥ ♥ ♥

Blogged @ 11:42 PM

Thursday, September 10, 2009.

im ashamed ; for not using my time wisely.

im bored ; that's why im doing this :/

im confused ; of all the stupid organic chem reagents/conditions or whatever.

im depressed ; cause i still have to endure 70+ days of torture :(

im excited ; thinking of the many 'what-to-dos' after A levels. chalet, shopping... everything!

im frustrated ; cause my room's in a mess, again.

im grumpy ; cause of the stupid weather, so freaking HOT.

im happy ; i can meet the friends really soon. 1 more weeek!

im irritated ; by that stupid mosquito flying around in the room. making me itch all over.

im jittery ; 4 days to bulk of prelims, 60 days to the REAL thing.

im knowledgeable ; yeah right :/

im lazy ; to study alr. but i got to press on!

im moody ; cause i miss the friends.

im nervous ; of whatever's gna happen in 2 months.

im optimistic ; (i hope)

im pleased ; with what i've done for geog today.

im q ;

im r ;

im sad ; cause sister's keeper is not out. the computer dosen't want to cooperate with me, i cant watch online :/
im tired ; of chem & geog.

im upset ; of almost everything?

im v ;

im worried ; of what's happening around me.

im x ;

im y ;

im z ;

(im yawning away alr i cant find the right words to fit into the other alphabets. maybe tmr, when i've found more words)

so, you see what studying have done to me ?

thinking of these ultra nonsensical things to do.

i realised almost everything is negative.

so, you see how dull my life is now?

i want to be out of this like NOW.

save me.

Blogged @ 11:35 PM

Saturday, September 05, 2009.

i really really cannot wait for sister's keeper to be aired.
i was supposed to be coming out on 10th sept, but i still dont see it at cathay/gv's upcoming movies :(
i hope im not wrong about the release date.

this movie has a very special meaning to me.
because i knew about the story and thus being able to read the book,
cause of a very special someone (:

just thursday, while studying for econs, i thought about her.
she would have been complaining along with me about prelims.
she would have been working really hard with me.
she would have been ace-ing the A's with me.
i miss her very very much ♥

Life Is Beautiful-Vega 4
Life is beautiful
We live until we die

When you run into my arms
we steal a perfect moment
Let the monsters see you smile
let them see you smiling
Do I hold you too tightly?
When will the hurt kick in?

Life is beautiful, but it's complicated
We barely make it
We don't need to understand
There are miracles, miracles

Yeah, life is beautiful
Our hearts, they beat and break

When you run away from harm
Will you run back into my arms
Like you did when you were young?
Will you come back to me?
I will hold you tightly
When the hurting kicks in

Life is beautiful,
but it's complicated we barely make it
We don't need to understand
There are miracles, miracles
Stand where you are

We let all these moments pass us by
It's amazing where I'm standing
There's alot that we can give
This is ours just for the moment
There's alot that we can give.

♥♥♥

Blogged @ 9:13 PM

The Proposal was nice and sweet.

a good break aft 135mins of econs paper 2 (:

gna go out to study with the friends now.

& final destination tonight, i cant wait (: (: (:

ultimately, its yours. not mine.

all up to you!

Blogged @ 9:27 AM

Wednesday, September 02, 2009.

The four-leaf clover is an uncommon variation of the common, three-leaved, clover. According to tradition, such leaves bring good luck to their finders, especially if found accidentally. According to legend, each leaflet represents something: the first is for hope, the second is for faith, the third is for love, and the fourth is for luck (wikipedia).

studying have been relatively productive (:

was really happy with my progress for econs today.

prelims start tmr.

& the mad rush begins.

all the best dear friends.

i cannot wait for sister's keeper next thurs! (:

Blogged @ 10:42 PM