just got up from a nice long nap. yes i do feel a little better, by prolly only 5%. to that person(i forgot who) who told me sleeping relieves stress, haha i dont think so. im still feeling veryvery :/:/ now.
this is probably the worst week i had. havent been in my usual self for consecutive 3 days. getting irritated over very minute stuff etcetc. maybe its not the stress level or tiredness. and no, its not the time of the month either. its something else. but i just cant figure out what it is.
there's seriously sth wrong with me. aye nvm i hope i'll feel better after talking to xy later.

alright, so its 30 days more days to chiong for the last lap. (hopefully i wont suffer from depression when everything ends haha)



have you ever hoped that you could be at the swing, humming a nice tune and not think about anything else?
ugh, how i wish i could :/
maybe today's just another 'i dont feel like talking/joking around' day.
too many things piling up. 3 weeks to promos. and in about a week, the school will feel so empty. and the ' i dont feel like talking/joking around' days would probably increase, by alot.
(being emo does not equate to being tired of everything, does it? im not emo-ing, just tired)





so yes, the 'poolshark' did it. michael phelps. 8 golds.
4x100 medley - 3:29:34 WR
100m butterfly - 50.58 OR
200m medley - 1:54.23 WR
4x200m free - 6:58.56 WR
200m butterfly - 1:52.03 WR
200m free - 1:42.96 WR
4x100 free - 3:08.24 WR
400m medley - 4:03.84 WR



(jiayou team sg tabletennis girls!)



YAY PHELPS WON HIS 7TH GOLD MEDAL. missed it though. gna watch it later during the highlights. im sure he'll get his 8th tmr (:

off to some family dinner thing :/ maybe i should see it as a 'treat' from studying 6 hours at the SSC today haha.



MICHAEL PHELPS MADE MY DAY haha.
[went to sumo house for dinner with gwen just now and the songs they played made me feel so emo. UNTIL i managed to catch phelps for the IM heats on the bus. then i was (: (: (: ]









marcel nyugen - germany & robert stanescu - rome. HOTHOTHOT! was watching the olympics gymnastics and spotted them. haha. cute face, hot bod (:

so sad i missed the fireworks today. watched it on tv and it was so BEAUTIFUL! so much nicer than last year's. GAH NVM. anw HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

celebrations in school was alright i guess. the connecting hands thing was :/ so 34 started singing our lungs out, playing the 'hunter-squirrel-tree' game, kallang 'waving' and manymany more.
then off to study with gwen and zk at SSC. then back to amk to watch MUMMY at night. another day of mugging at macs today. tmr'll be yet ANOTHER mugging session, again. my weekends are now filled with books, how nice. but the friends are there to make the mugging sessions fun (: (:

(somehow brendon disappeared behind haha)



i almost forgot.

(:







"Anna is not sick, but she might as well be. By age thirteen, she has undergone countless surgeries, transfusions, and shots so that her older sister, Kate, can somehow fight the leukemia that has plagued her since childhood. The product of preimplantation genetic diagnosis, Anna was conceived as a bone marrow match for Kate - a life and a role that she has never questioned… until now. Like most teenagers, Anna is beginning to question who she truly is. But unlike most teenagers, she has always been defined in terms of her sister - and so Anna makes a decision that for most would be unthinkable… a decision that will tear her family apart and have perhaps fatal consequences for the sister she loves. My Sister's Keeper examines what it means to be a good parent, a good sister, a good person. Is it morally correct to do whatever it takes to save a child's life… even if that means infringing upon the rights of another? Is it worth trying to discover who you really are, if that quest makes you like yourself less?"

"As much as you want to hold on to that bitter sore memory that someone has left this world, you are still in it. And the very act of living is a tide: at first it seems to make no difference at all, and then one day you look down and see how much pain has eroded."

cant wait for the movie to be out next year.