today havent been good. besides meeting dearest xy for me to tell her everything. aye, i love her for always being there to listen to me talk&talk&talk about my stuff.
alright. that aside.
i dont understand.
why this place we're all living in is so unfair.
why must certain things happen to some and not happen to others.
why is everyone being treated differently.
i dont understand why,
when one puts in so much effort and what he gets back wasnt what it should be worth.
when one puts in minimal effort and he still gets what he dosent deserve.
isnt this place supposed to be fair, where hardwork should be paid off?
i dont understand why,
there has to be farewells.
why must they make people leave?
why must they take the loved ones away?
i hate farewells and saying bye.
i dont like to see people not feeling happy because of some things done.
cause it'll affect me for the rest of the day, or even 2 days, or even a week.

arent the gods up there supposed to make everyone happy?
arent the gods up there supposed to give everyone what each person deserves?
if so, why then do i still see the unhapiness around?

aye, too many things has been piling up. & maybe today was where the rubberband snapped.
i guess i'll just have to tell myself to grow up.
need to get used to changes.
cause this is life, where everything keeps changing.
time, that's what is needed.


i'm okay.