UGH i feel like dying alr. cause of my stupid swollen eye. went to the doc's today, he said it required surgery to remove the ingrown pimple. then he was like, i think its ripe i can remove it today. i was like @#$%^&*() i dont want! (i hated surgeries/injections since p6 when my poor foot had to undergo operation, bad experience:/ ) so the nurse prepared everything. the doc came over, put some eyedrop to numb my eye. then aft like 10mins, he came over, shone super glaring light into my eye. kept squeezing my eyelid, which was super painful and i kept shouting OUCHOUCHOUCH, then he kept saying sorrysorrysorry. aft like another 10 minutes of ouching and sorrying, he said, oh i cant do it today, the pimple not ripe enough. i was like HUH?!? that meant i had to go thru another round of ouching on wed. :/ :/ :/ i thought once thru that was enough. i seriously hope it'll ripe best by tmr so i can do the surgery tmr night. i've got a performance on friday and i dont wanna look like a freak in my geeky specs, and one eye swollen :/ :/
PLEASEE LET ME GET BETTER!