so its the time of the year to pin down new year resolutions & my last thoughts of year 2008.
THE YEAR 2008,
i think this must have been the year, i've been through the most ups and downs. besides 2007 and 2004.
- having to face a new enviroment, to face a new batch of people to see new faces, having to make new friends.
it has been tough i must say.
- having to see loved ones to be in such 'torture'
i'll never forget the moment when i heard the news. i was feeling so excited to share my joy when the dearest told me. i was feeling, really, lost. and that's when i emo-ed for so long. but everything's fine now, cant wait for us to get together again (:
- almost wanting to give up at the MYEs
cause putting in effort does not show.
- when the dearest people in my AJ life were about to leave, & i'll be left all alone.
i dont know how many times i've cried over that, and it really, feels. like. shit.
- the many times i've upset you,
i want to say sorry.

i guess, its times when you face these littlelittle incidents that makes one grow.
i've learnt to face reality. so what if some stuff happens, just face it. life still goes on. its not the end of the world anw.

& on to the happy side.
; i really glad that i've found a perfect class. so all the worries about not having nice friends and all's gone (: i totally love 3408, and dearest ms zhu.
; being able to go for the trip & performing for VoyAJe 08
memories that will never be forgotten.
; friendships and bonds made in italy never forgotten.
; knowing who are the real true friends who are always by your side.
; learning that farewells are not actually that, bad.
(and the list goes on)

i feel really blessed that i've been sent manymany angels - my dearest friends. what brought me through 2008, i must say were my friends. there were times i almost gave up, but they were there to support and cheer me on.

THEM (:
what can i say about the bestest. she's ALWAYS there to hear me complain about anything and everything. i love you dearest (: it has been 5 GREAT years, and still counting!

partner, jenna and leon (: the support & love from you people, deeply etched it my heart.
partner, we're gna make the sops rock like crazy next year. & i love your hugs (:
lao ban niang, to tell you the truth, im still really scared of tickles LOL (inside joke)
and leonlimweisheng, i'll never forget you dear friend. all the best next year & i'll take care of partner for you, no one's gna bully her.

the dearest from 36.
always there to hear me complain (: i love you lennee, stayover sooon!
& J, you're why im a strong girl today, i cant wait (yknw what i mean)

the 2 guys from the clique ♥
i tell you, my ears will be so quiet for the next year, and i think i wont be used to it hahaha.
the thing i'll never forget about the both of you, the NONSTOP suaning. with mr zk as the head and eugene who never fails to add in sth to support his point :X & i always have nothing to rebut. all the best for army you two.

& lastly lastly. the lovelies, gwen & char! never failing to cheer me up with hugs, msges and whatnots. i'll nevernever forget whatever happened in italy. the two dearest who got so worried cause of me, sorryyyyy! I LOVE YOU TWO, to bits and pieces! ♥ ♥ ♥
the clique photo always looks so complete. just like a happy family ♥ ♥ ♥

so, back to my new year resolutions.
; to learn to forgive and forget.
; to learn to love more than to hate.
; to study like i've never before.
; to stop quarelling with her.
; to love my friends.
; to love her even more.
; to fulfil the promises i've made to many people.
; to smile more.
; to love more.

alright, 2009, im ready for you.