visited gwen's house (:
i hereby pronounce that ms gwen and me are the bestest partners in PICTIONARY!
the other pair has sound effects like BANG! haha!
mahjong-ed!
jumpshots! (only one perfect)
LOVE!
time spent with them are the bestest ♥ ♥ ♥




心跳 heartbeat ♥
i fell in the love with it the first time i heard it (: a song by lee hom!

A person's heart is a very mysterious thing;
it can bring bountiful joy and also pain without limitations.




and the pathetic 2days hols for CNY is over! it was just like any other cny. except there was more mahjong :D :D

laughing my heart out looking at the cousins playing the Wii Rabbidz - ladies night (the stupid actions and all)
overnight mahjong at my house (with ALOT of bickering with mrivantan. i dont knw why i just love to disturb him haha)
relatives over at my house visiting, & mahjong.
twin&jaffa coming over for mahjong!
so you can see, this cny's MAHJONGMAHJONGMAHJONG ♥
okay shit, my hands are itchy again. hopefully there's mahjong again this sat!

i wna thank the lovelies for listening about my rants on the first day of CNY haha! you know who you are! (:

i expected that to happen. & as i said i'll TRY. but no gurantees.




HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR
GONG XI FA CAI
get manymang hongbaos!
win lots of money!

i cannot wait for mahjong yay.





5years
it has been that long and i cant believe i actually ___. i thought i was actually strong enough. after a rather, long conversation with her, i finally ___. i have been controlling it for quite a long time, and i think it was time i should let it all out. and yes, i felt much better. for the whole 15mins or so, memories filled it. everything that happened on that very day, my relatively little memories of you. and yes i wanted so much for you to be around, to see whatever's happening to me.
all the happiness.
all the sadness.
all the anger.
everything.
IMY & ILY, forever.



it's just the second wk of school and im down with a flu, cough and everything.
i expected myself to sleep&sleep the whole day today. but weirdly, even after taking my cough syrup (which shld make me sleep), im still not tired. in fact, i have been doing work.
i realised to not make myself think about stuff/friends, the best thing to make me occupied is to study. TIME flies when i study i dont know why.
it didnt feel like one week, i felt like, one day? everything's zooming pass. okay maybe wht they said was true, j2 life passes real fast. & yes that is what i want, time flying pass QUICKLY.
my piano exam is on 16th feb. i feel so cheated cause my teacher said it was mid march & i think im gna fail cause i hvnt even perfected any song yet. DEAD.

oh & jenna! thanks for the honeylemon, it helped alot (:

school's, different.
i still miss them.
LT1 :(




yay week 1 is over. i managed to survive it.
i miss the clique.
i hope the gathering on saturday would be complete!

i almost gave up shopping for CNY stuff with my mum because every single thing i chose, she thought it was ugly :( && we got cheated im so angry.

It's been a long and winding journey,
but i'm finally here tonight
Picking up the pieces,
walking back into the light




i will be praying for you everyday i promise.
every single day.
that was the last thing i wanted to hear.
omg tell me how now. how?!?
i want you to be well.
i want you to study with me like how we used to.
i want to laugh with you along with the rest.
i want to see you asap, i havent seen you for ages.

i will pray for the miracle.
im sure you will be fine.
i wont let anything happen to you.
we love you dear.




im trying not to have any biased opinions.
im trying not to use the word 'hate'
im trying my best.

the mad rush have just started. its just DAY TWO. but i feel like dying already.
i think i need the friends back. i hvnt seen them for quite some time.
SHYQ, its not easy, but you got to adjust. its just, not. the. right. time. yet.

(you are taking way too long)




school's starting tmr and im still not done with GP. shoot me.
okay i think im gna be desperate enough to give anyone who's willing to complete all 8AQs for me by today 12mn a hundred bucks. haha ( i'll be guessing no one, cause i know everyone is like me, chioning GP homework)
HOMEWORK :/

i had a weirdly weird dream.




mixed feelings. im both angry and sad.
angry; chances are given, but you still missed it.
cause i wasnt given the chance, so i get angry when you dont treasure it.
sad; cause i might be losing you as a wonderful partner.

i hope there wont be any changes.
i hate changes.
but for your sake, i might have to think twice.

it was supposed to be gone.
but when you asked again today.
it came back, tell me why.









my all time favourite picture (:

our first time going to karaoke together, and to send zk off to army (: pity gwen couldn rush in time.
im gna miss the time the clique sat outside the LT area every morning talking, gossiping, singing and making so much noise. next wk, that area will be so empty :/ i'll miss the clique. ohwell, i'll look forward to the next gathering! ♥ ♥ ♥




spent the newyeareve aftnn at my house for mahjong with the girls. headed to the sail @ marina at night. some super cool condo in the CBD with twin & jaffa. i've never ever in my life, seen a firework display like so CLOSE to me before. and the night view from there, is WOW.
& so i took my first picture of 2009 with the twin(:
cant wait for the clique gathering this wkend yay.
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!