5years
it has been that long and i cant believe i actually ___. i thought i was actually strong enough. after a rather, long conversation with her, i finally ___. i have been controlling it for quite a long time, and i think it was time i should let it all out. and yes, i felt much better. for the whole 15mins or so, memories filled it. everything that happened on that very day, my relatively little memories of you. and yes i wanted so much for you to be around, to see whatever's happening to me.
all the happiness.
all the sadness.
all the anger.
everything.
IMY & ILY, forever.