i thought i could take it. but it seems like i didnt quite.
everyone's telling me to be happy. i am, but.
i still cried. im both happy and sad.
im happy that you'll be happier in the other world.
but im sad that im losing a wonderful friend like you, maybe im still not used to it.

im taking a day off for myself tmr. i need to settle down quickly cause i know you would want me to.
i will, i just need one more day. after tmr, im gna keep all our memories somewhere deep in my heart.
and it'll stay there, forever.
i miss your smileys in the smses.
i miss your beautiful smile.

bye jac. bye.

So say goodbye for just a while
And through the tears you'll start to smile
For soon you'll be together
At every step, you're not alone
love's by your side to lead you on
No looking back from here
Your journey home has only just begun.