i am so very happy now (: cause gwen has just received news that she's accepted by NTU. & twin too. im so happy for them for their good results and thus having a place in uni. & me? i am still struggling :/ AHWELL.
i was so happy meeting up with them on sunday. ate, talked, shopped, camwhored, uniqloed, frolicked, F.I.S.Hed. time spent with them is the best! (:

SYF, 6 days.



mum says i should go for a bloodtest. she thinks there's sth wrong with me.
cause im sleeping enough, but, i still feel very tired and i look tired.
& there's some stuff happening to me so she's insisting i go for one.
but no im not going.
i hate injections.
when something comes, it comes.
so, just leave it (:

ajchoir, 8 more days.
we can do it.
no importa la distancia.



the sister's keeper trailer's out. i can wait for the movie to be out.
but it'll prolly be screened in sg around july/aug/sept, or even later.





"Before you go through with this I want to remind you of septmeber 7th 1988, it was the first time I saw you. You were wearing a Guns n Roses t-shirt and you were reading Less Than Zero. I'd never seen anything so perfect. I remember thinking that I had to have you or I'd die.
Then you whispered that you loved me at the homecoming dance and I felt so peaceful and safe because I knew that no matter what happened from that day on, nothing can ever be that bad, because I had you.
And then I grew up and I lost my way, and I blamed you for my failures.
I know that you think you have to do this today.
I don't want you to, but I guess if I love you, I should let you move on. "

"When you're young everything feels like the end of the world.
But it's not it's just the beginning, you might have to meet a few more jerks.
But one day you're gonna meet a boy who treats you the way you deserve to be treated.
Like the sun rises and sets with you. "

i hvnt watched a nice movie for ages.
17 again was good.




12 more days to SYF.
11 more days to driving test.
everyday im feeling tired.
everyday i fall asleep during lectures.
everyday i tell myself 25 more weeks.
everyday im too tired to study when i get home.
tell me how.
hopefully everything'll be okay aft may.
its time to settle down.



R asked me to watch this. and she typed, i know you're going to cry, knowing me. haha.
Susan Boyle. like R, i thought it was going to be someone weird or would probably do sth funny on stage. even the audience & judges looked like they thought so. just watch.

Susan Boyle, Britain's got talent.

like lene, i thought it was really inspiring. until the very second before she started singing. i still 'deemed' her as sth weird. until she started singing. i was like, OH.MY.GOD. her voice was :O
so, it tells us to not judge people by its cover. most of us usually do, i do.
"i am so thrilled. cause i know that everybody was against you. i honestly think that we were all very cynical. and that was the biggest wake up call, ever. and i just want to say that it was a complete privilege listening to that." - amanda holden
"susan boyle, you can go back to the village with your head held high, with 3 yes-es." simon cowell.



& so, this was the best thursday + friday i've spent (:
the pictures speaks a thousand words.
i love them to bits.
triplets outing again next weekend!
gwen thanks for the food you got from japan. i still cant bear to eat them. all so pretty!
& lene, i reallyreally love the gifts you got from korea! (: & thanks for hearing me out, so sad we didnt have enough time. i know both of us still have SO MUCH to say rightttttttt! meet up soon again dear!

♥♥♥







& yes i think i was our fault.
or rather, it is our fault.
maybe we didnt do enough.
you girls shldn be the one saying sorry. we should be.
no matter what, you'll all still be in the battle with the ajchoir family.
no importa la distancia.



had a nice talk with lene last night and i just told her everything about it. and yes i feel so much better now.
& yay, i'll be meeting her tonight!

"if we discovered we had only five minutes left to say all that we wanted to say, every telephone booth would be occupied by people calling other people to stammer that they loved them." christopher morley.




Two friends walk in the desert. As they walk, they talk and eventually argue. One friend got very angry and punched the other in the face.

The friend who got punched winced and then bent to write in the hot sand, My friend just hit me

They walk on across the hot sand until they reach an oasis. After quenching their thirst, they decide to take a swim. One friend got stuck in the mud in the bottom of the pool and started to drown. The one stuck was also the one who got punched.

The other friend rescued his friend from the mud and pulled him to safety on the shore. The rescued friend found a chisel and hammer and carved into a stone these words: "Today my good friend rescued me."

The rescuer just had to ask, "I hit you and you wrote in the sand. Now you write on stone. Why?"

The friend responded, "When we experience hurt at the hand of another, we should record our hurt in sand so the winds of forgiveness can blow it away. BUT when someone does something good and kind, then we must engrave that memory in stone where no wind can ever erase it so the memory will remain."

friendship; learn to forgive and forget (:





the past week has been a mad rush. choir practices, family day preparations, tuition, school work and everything. and then when i thought i was going to have a good rest, then the mad rush begins again.
maybe something's wrong with me. but i get irritated cause of the little-st things nowadays. maybe the stress level's up. maybe i dont have enough sleep. maybe i dont have my bestest-s around. maybe maybe maybe.
i need a breather. just bring me away far far away someone. some place where i could be away from everyhing.
im really tired.
but i still have 27 more weeks to go. its both, long & short.


If you want to , I can save you , I can take you away from here
So lonely inside , So busy out there
And all you wanted was somebody who cares