dance subaru's nice. watch it (:

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i would very much want to live my dream.
but, can i?

Then I was young and unafraid
And dreams were made and used and wasted
There was no ransom to be paid
No song unsung, no wine untasted

I dreamed a dream in time gone by
When hope was high and life worth living
I dreamed that love would never die
I dreamed that God would be forgiving




it was our last performance. as batch 0809. when jenna said, " okay choir, you're dismissed.", i didnt feel like moving. it felt as if i wna stay in that particular moment forever and the time'll just stop there. my journey as an official member ended.
a few days ago, i rmb telling them that i really hoped everything would come to an end. no more rehearsals, no more sectionals, no more choir. BUT now, that choir has really ended, i realised how much i will miss my ajchoir family.
ohwell, at every end, is a new beginning!

i'll miss all the crapping sessions outside the choir room.
i'll miss all the screaming our high notes sessions outside the choir room.
i'll miss all the bickering and quarrelling sessions with them.
i'll miss all the beautiful music that we've all created.
i'll miss all the sectionals time that i spent with my sops.
i'll miss all the stretching, yoga and warm up sessions.
i'll miss all the choir dinners/lunches aft practices.
i'll miss every single member of the ajchoir family.
i'll miss everything and anything about ajchoir.
no importa la distancia. go the distance.
AJCHOIR, i love you.

one short conversation, sparked me off, to think alot.



haha here's presenting to you the anderson clique - AC.
the email from gwen totally made my day (: so cute. they came up with a blog to wish the different ppl in the clique HAPPY BIRTHDAY. i love you all!

school's been, draining? tired? stoned? nth's going into my head during lectures/tutorials. i know i dont have much time left. last few days i promise. i'll going to chiong like a crazy fella during the hols. I WILL FINISH MY RACE! (gwen see this haha!)

lene, the deadline i gave myself was 24th rmb.
i would have said it. would you?





a big thank you to everyone,
who made my 19th birthday the bestbestbest (: i loved the presents, cakes and suprises alot!
the cake baked by twin, the bag & the beautiful card from the clique.
the superduper cute volkswagen card, sunflower and cake from the sops. thanks partner!
the handmade photoframe from jalene. i really love it alot dear lene!
the bear from the bestest and rach. handmade clothes and bag for it!
the sweets, perfume and polish from the 34 girls.
& last but not least, i love the set of interesting testtubes, top, cake and suprise from some of my dearest choir mates.
everyone who sms-ed, facebook-ed, called to wish me happy 19th!

ALL IN ALL, i can say this was the best birthday i've ever had.
I LOVE YOU ALL ♥ ♥ ♥







parents.
teachers.
school.
work.
people.
nothing seems to be going right.
i know i should not be taking that seriously, but sorry its really affecting me.
cause this IS me.

but;
i think im better now after talking to jalene. the assurance, advice and constant reminders that i should not let anybody down.
"you dont owe your results to anyone but yourself ok? dont stress yourself over other people's expectations of how you are supposed to perform because you'd just end up miserable."

i miss the people i loved. all of them.




& so this is what i made for the bestfriend (:
i shall be early by 4 hrs!
HAPPY NINETEENTH XINYI!
its has been a great 6 years with you!
PS. that photo was taken exactly one year from 120509 (which is tomorrow!)




and so,
WE ROCKED VCH AND SHOWED THE AJ THING!
ajchoir, gold with honours'09 (:
all our hardwork paid off.
all the practices.
all our sweat.
all our tears.
no regrets!
kudos to the comm! esp swee, jon and jenna.

thanks for the seniors who came down to support. ,
and most importantly, my dearest triplets (: (: (:

my last SYF, & my last gold with honours.
thank you, AJCHOIR.
no importa la distancia.



its our big day tmr.
we will shine on stage.
all the way ajchoir!
no importa la distancia.

& yay im a licensed driver now (: