parents.
teachers.
school.
work.
people.
nothing seems to be going right.
i know i should not be taking that seriously, but sorry its really affecting me.
cause this IS me.

but;
i think im better now after talking to jalene. the assurance, advice and constant reminders that i should not let anybody down.
"you dont owe your results to anyone but yourself ok? dont stress yourself over other people's expectations of how you are supposed to perform because you'd just end up miserable."

i miss the people i loved. all of them.