since the A's ended on the 23rd. time's crawling.
when you're studying, time really flies.
but now when i've got nothing to do, time really crawls.
if not for the SCO performance which occupied me for 4 days, i would have died staying home.

hopefully this week will be better (:
visiting jac with Ms H; having the THRICECREAM FEST with the triplets; town with the best & rachel.

14 more weeks to the release of results.
Go ahead and say im crazy.
remember we used to say 14 weeks to A levels?
& the 14 weeks flew past?
so now, will this 14 weeks really fly past? i hope so.
cause thinking of the results everyday really kills.
been having weird dreams.
i would wake up asking myself, did i complete my econs paper?
cause in my dream, i only completed 2 out of 3 :/

so see?
i think waiting and thinking of the results is even worse than studying for it :/ :/




ITS finally over. finally.

part of me wants to scream it all out.
but the other part of me goes, SHITXZZZ, the results.
i've been dreaming of it alr, but i'll always wake up when ms zhu hands the cert to me.
never had a glimpse of the results :/

i know i wont score very fantastic grades.
but ahwell, just glad that's its over.
hopefully the results are gd enough for me to enter NIE.

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2012 was really good, & makes us think alot too.
i wouldnt want to be in that ship and see so many others dying in front of your eyes.
i'd rather be with the majority.
at least they can die will their loved ones.
its better than being in that stupid ship,
where stupid selfcentred ppl only think about themselves.
& knowing that people that you love are dying out there.

it tells us,
how fragile life is.
how important your family is.
how important is it to tell your loved ones what you want to say before its too late.

im so going to watch it again ♥









& its TOMORROW.

in less than 23 hours time, i'll be having my first paper.
i dont know how i feel now :/
i'll prolly get the jitters tonight when i cant fall asleep.
hope this 15 days wouldnt be a torture for me.
i just want to get over and done with it.
i've done what i can, i've put in my best.

hopefully i can get decent grades to get into NIE.
i dont need straight As.
one/two A's will do, and i'll be satisfied.

i'll walk into the exam venue tmr.
do the paper with confidence.
& walk out, smiling, telling myself.
SHYQ, one paper down.
& everything will be over in a flash.

GOODLUCK & ALL THE BEST dear friends.
we'll all the fighting this battle together.
so, hang in there!
♥ ♥ ♥




the 3 of us havent met up for the longest time :D
but ah, guess we'll be able to meet again after my A's & their exams.
today's been a :D day.
cause i could talk/see the lovelies ALL IN ONE DAY.
breakfast with the bestfriend.
lunch+celebrations with the triplets.
& talked to lene online (:

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& its FINALLY down to 1 week, 7 days.
i seriously dont know how i'll do.
but i know that i've been putting in effort this past month.
hvnt studied so much in my life, really.

but i hvnt been sleeping well :/
everytime i close my eyes.
prediction/mitigation/responses for my geog case studies pop into my head.
stupid chem organic reactions, periodicity equations come into my mind.
econs points comes in too. i start generating points in my head.
& formulae for math.

my mum says im having THE exam stress, which is a BIG NO for me.
once i have that, on the day of the exam, my mind blanks out.
SO HOW NOW BROWN COW.
im REALLY VERY EXTREMELY SUPER SCARED for the A's.

please let me pull through this.
i know you're watching over me up there ♥