life is beautiful ♥

Wednesday, October 21, 2009.

because what is done isnt enough.
because i got 19 days left.
because i want to do well.
because i want to be a teacher.
because i dont want to let anyone down.
because i dont want to let myself down.
because i want to prove people wrong.
because i want to fulfill my dream.

I Will Never Give Up.
All The Way.

Most of the important things in the world have been accomplished by people
who have kept on trying when there seemed to be no hope at all.
Blogged @ 8:07 PM



Saturday, October 17, 2009.

finally caught the movie i've been waiting since june.
i really couldnt wait till next wk to watch with the rest,
so i bugged my mum to go watch with me today (:

it was reallyreally GOOD.
hvnt cried so much in a movie for a long time.
even my mum who seldom cries, cried.

i preferred the book's ending.
but nonetheless, the movie was still nice.
really worth watching.
gna watch it again next week (:

-

"See, as much as you want to hold on to the bitter sore memory that someone has left this world, you are still in it"

"You dont love someone because they're perfect,
You love them in spite the fact that they're not"

"I wondered what happened when you offered yourself to someone, and they opened you, only to discover you were not the gift they expected and they had to smile and nod and say thank you all the same."

"Extraordinary things are always hiding in places people never think to look."

"It doesn't take a whole long life to realize that what we deserve to have, we rarely get."

"And the very act of living is a tide; at first it seems to make no difference at all, and then one day you look down and see how much pain has eroded"

"Sometimes to get what you want the most, you have to do what you want the least."
Blogged @ 8:35 PM



Friday, October 16, 2009.

today was the first time i sang the school song out loud.
then i remembered my first day in AJ.
how i forced myself to walk into the school.
no one would ever know how i felt
how much i didnt want to go to AJ.
how much i hated orientation.
BUT.
i have never regretted coming to AJ after i've settled down,
into choir, 3607 or 3408.

i saw&heard the two words 'graduating batch'.
i dont know why, but it felt, unreal
like, its too fast.
it felt as if everything just started, and now it has ended.

its the people i'll miss.
the friends & the teachers.
♥ ♥ ♥
Blogged @ 11:42 PM



Saturday, October 10, 2009.

my days have been buried in my books & notes.
time passes really quickly when you study i realised.
stupid flu bug's back, so i cant go anywhere :/
so, i've been HOME for the past 3 days, studying.
these 3 days have been dull dull dull.

until.

i talked to lene online today. just lit up my day (:
yes, it've been 3 days only.
& i miss her alr.
i shall go buy a webcam asap! SKYPE!
Blogged @ 10:28 PM



Wednesday, October 07, 2009.


"Don't be dismayed by good-byes.
A farewell is necessary before you can meet again.
And meeting again, after moments or lifetimes,
is certain for those who are friends."
-Richard Bach


FAREWELL, ADIEU ♥
Blogged @ 10:23 PM



Tuesday, October 06, 2009.


these few days, my mind have been revolving around my two other giraffes.
its was jac's birthday ytd, and lene's leaving for australia tmr.
& adding on with the exam stress, mood's been really down.

tmr shall be a 'i-need-a-lot-of-tissue-day' :( :( :(
it wouldnt be THAT long till i see her.
feb when she comes back for CNY,
& june when i go over.

i hope i can control my tears at the airport tmr,
smile,
wish her all the best,
& say goodbye to dearest lene.
♥♥♥

Blogged @ 9:06 PM



Saturday, October 03, 2009.


it really sucks knowing how much you're lagging behind everyone.
it really sucks realising putting in much effort in something results in nothing.
it really sucks knowing i only have 37 days left.
it really sucks that JC life is ending so quickly.
aye, just two words.
everything sucks.

i miss many people.
my mind is in a blank.
cause i dont know what im thinking/doing anymore.

STUDYSTUDYSTUDYSTUDYSTUDYSTUDY
Blogged @ 11:32 PM