today was the ever first time i felt tired when i get home after work.
its weird.
i woke up at 11!
stayed home till i went for work.
& i feel more tired than when i wake up at 9, meet friends, then go to work.
so see, the reason i dont like staying home.
makes me feel so lethargic and allllll :/
its the friends who make me (: (: (:

kids carnival this weekend,
so good, time will fly.
i hate it when i stay home, and time crawls.
then i start thinking about stuff again :/

just ytd the usual 'routine' happened again.
i seriously hate being controlled.
i mean, who does?!
but she just dosent get it.
im not a fiveyearold kid anymore.
im turning twenty alr :/
i just need a little bit more space (:
maybe he would have been much more understanding.