im not happy.
im not sad.
for a moment i think its fine.
the next moment, i dont think it is.
maybe i seem to be smiley and everything.
but deep down inside, im really really disappointed.
she seems to be okay with the grades, but i know deep down she's disappointed too.
she's just not showing cause she doesn't want to make me feel worse.
i know i've let down many people.
im really sorry.